Life is really miserable. Ups and downs is always there. At the same time it helps us a lot to stand up still and moving forward. We may falling down a lot but yet we still try to stand up again. No matter what.

Thursday, January 15, 2015

:: Turning to New Phase of Age Soon ::


I hope that everyone (my follower) in a good health. Be happy and enjoying the day. So do I. I'm in middle of enjoying my happiness and excitement of the day.

Few more days left and I will turn to 26 years old. Pheeww.. what a life. 26 years I had breath at this beautiful earth. Surrounds by lovely and evilly people. Learn a lot from others. Still in middle on getting experience and knowledge which I believe it is useful in life. Kept the goods one, and take as a lesson for the bad one. Sometimes I do repeat the same mistake purposely because I love to break the rules. The joy of breaking the rules is awesome even though the result might be worst. Hahaha.. Well, I take responsibility on it. No problem. *evil grin*

I should say Thanks to The Lord for all this life that I had been through. There is ups and down. Even sometimes I always questioning why and what the purpose He tested me. Only He know the answers. And me, still doing the test and slowly build up my strength to be more patience, stronger and everything. It is because I believe there is a reason for everything. Honestly, my faith is still low. I still do repeat the same mistake. But I never forget of Him. Still I fear with Him. But yeah, human desire is never fail to make me do the same thing. However, being Thankful and Grateful to Him from me is never failed. He knows better than me, the very very very humble servant.

I also should say Thanks to my parent which they always been there for me. Taking a very good care of me, discipline me like a soldier (sometimes), which it make me a very ...well behave now. (kuikui) Their principle is always in my mind and I slowly knowing that I am now started to follow the steps of life. Think a lot before doing something. Make a consideration either my decision is good or bad for all parties. So on and so forth. However, I still not a good daughter to them. (my personal opinion). I still not good enough. Reason I think this way because I still fail on it. I don't know why. Hurm.. my job right now, my own living..I believe they still worry about me. (Maybe, I can't read their mind).

Being so thankful and grateful is the best feeling ever. Never asked for return. Just say thankful is enough. Even the greed is there, but feeling so thankful can defeat the greedy. Being the greedy is the worst because you will never feel satisfied. Always be a slave to ourselves. I don't like that. Because I am the one who control to my own self. Control my mind, my soul, my everything..

So, I wish with my new age which I will have it in few more days, I hope that I always been blessed and love by all as I love them all.

Thank you. Love you all. XOXO!

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