Unhidden Pandora

yes...i do need time and space to heal... just give me time...tunggu i dah tenang then all this will hilang just like that.. babe...i noe u hurt wiht what had i done but i don't have others way...only by doing this, i can think wisely like a wise person..(do i? yes i am...:) ) sorry my little baby... and yes...i do miss u .... A LOT!!!!

undur diri.... lebih baik... mom, ur right... im to good to others...always dahulukan org lain... nanun ottokhae?? biar masa mengubati segalanya berat untuk melepaskan....tp demi seseorang, aku rela....

sampai bila benda ni nak abis. kunun nya nak elak kan pisang berbuah dua kali... tp still nak berbuah dua kali.... oh...damn!! what should i do? yes... i still love him.... but i also love her.... ooh.... GOD please help us....please GOD!!! give us strength!!!

firstly...really sorry to someone....i noe this time must be the most difficult time to that fella..well... truthly from bottom of my heart.. all the decision is up to u either want to make it or not eventhough it will my break my heart again! honestly... its really hard for me to accept it...but i know..its take two hands to clap... i had make my move... and i had face it with full of sorrow and hopeless. now....we having a big dilemma..(perhaps....but for me yes i'm having a dilemma) dude.... whatever it is...still love u guys... for this time being...its really hurt me... its not easy to confront with u guys... i'm not good at pretending... well, dude.... what u had said before i still remember it until now. yeah...it all about feeling... no one can force it... maybe i'm not the one...not maybe..yes, i'm not the one for you. but pliz..pliz... don't screw it up with what had been build for a long time.... i been watch u for a long time and bingo! all my guess are

masih lagi aku terfikir kan dia. hurm... susah bah... susah nak lupakan... perasaan bah.... mungkin bukan untuk aku... slowly la aku terima seadanya... tapi.... urm..

naa....love again. jiwang mood lai lai... ayo.... too much love equal to too much pain. but do too much pain equal to appreciate???? lalalala

tgh2 mlm ni sedang aku menelaah article yg dr lucy suruh baca utk cos dia esok, aku dengar satu lagu iban ni,..hehe...title : enda betah sulu. mean that x boleh jauh dari kekasih hati... hehe... bacalah lirik ni.... sekumbang nuan pergi sulu pengidup aku mawa selalu ngenang nuan ambu jauh beribu batu aku lelengau selalu makin lama tua enda bertemu ati aku makin bertambah rindu bisi ke nuan sulu ngasai baka aku ditu nda betah nuan selalu sunyi aku berasai sunyi nadai nuan sulu di tisi semina gambar nuan ti ku peda belama pengubat ati mawa aku selalu bersampi ngarap ke nuan lantang berari anang nuan mungkir janji enggai ke aku lebu nganti pemulai nuan t pergi arap ke nuan sulu bisi ninga sebana ati ku tu sulu ngambi ke nuan nemu penyayau pengerindu ku beri ke nuan siku sunyi aku berasai sunyi nadai nuan sulu di tisi semina gambar nuan ti ku peda belama pengubat ati mawa aku selalu bersampi ngarap ke nuan lantang berari anang nuan mungkir janji enggai ke aku lebu nganti pemulai nuan ti pe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!! 00.00 am on 20 jan 2011 .. i turn to 22 years old. im big girl now... hoho... my wish for my birthday is ... 1. i wish i will get a good pointer this sem 2. i wish i will have a better life after this 3. i wish i will meet my mr. X soon...(cross my finger dowh!) 4. i wish my family are in good health n have a prosper life.. hehe... naa....4 list of wishes! hehe... hope this wishes will come true... ngee....:D

1. still love that fella 2.trying to forget that fella 3.its really pain to forget 4.keep bz-ing myself.. 5. love matter?? PROBLEM to me 6.really need an inspiration... 7. all above ..... MAKE ME SICK!!! argh....why oh why??

fuhhh fuhh,,.. agak berhabuk aku pnya blog ni... hehehe... *pap pap pap...buang habuk* oh...dah beberapa minggu dah ujan... skjap ujan..skjp panas... bila dah ujan, ujan lebat2 mcm air paip yg tak dpt nak ditutp.. huhuhu... n bila ujan, sejuk giler. tdur pon makin lena selena lena nya... and sekarang dah msuk minggu kedua aku strt kuliah. so far perjalanan kuliah aku berjalan dgn lancar. harap kali ni yakni sem ni aku dpt memberi kepuasan kpd diri aku sndri n buat yg extra super power best utk dptkan yg terbaik utk diri aku sndiri... last weekend, kiranya 2 hri lepas la...aku pegi church. alone.... masa nyanyian rohani...ada satu lagu tu..title dia I OFFER MY LIFE, ntah mcm mn tetiba aku nangis...air mata aku mengalir. erm... mngkin sbb aku dah lama sgt x jenguk church n aku lupakan DIA dlm suatu masa kot yg buat hati aku tersentuh giler. dear lord, please forgive me because i ignore u.. sorry GoD... well....gracie, life must go on!! hehehe... chayok chayok!!

pagi sudah.... pkul 12.46 tgh mlm... pagi bah ni.... (ntah ape bnda aku merepek pon aku x tau).... 15 jan 2011... aduyai.... perasaan ni x abis2 kacau aku.. go away la... tp....tp.... herm.... ntah lah... perasaan ni x abis2 ngn perasaan yg sma... tolonglah sgt2... xmau la aku ngn keadaan ni... kesan ni sgt2 trok nnt... tolong la... trustworthy, loyalty n seangkatan dgn nya mmg akn tergugat giler nnt.... plis la...plis la... oh god...give me a lot of strength.......