These few day is quite a hectic to me. Busy with work stuff, and some personal issue. *Sigh*
Since now is the end of the month, all of us busy with account closing. I started to feel pain on my shoulder. Headache. Its good if there someone can massage me. Eh.. I do have actually.. Hehehe..
Last few days, I quarrel with him. I know. Its my fault actually. I am not supposed to busybody about his thing. I admit that I over the limit. I'm doing it because I think I am too over protective.Thankfully, it only last for few hours. Then everything back to normal again. What is done, is done. Just forget and forgive. I don't like to make this argument continue for a very long time. Because I don't want to deal with it in forever and ever. Enough is enough.
After this thing happened, it make me realize. I forget my deal with him before. Huhhh.. I should remember and always remember my deal. No emotions. No what so ever. Both of us are only having a part time relationship. I do not give a shit about his other relationship. Just let he do what he want to do with his girlfriends. I am not his girlfriend since I'm not admit myself as his girlfriend. We just a friend. But friend with benefit.
You may think that I am a not really good person. But hey, I also have a needs. I don't want to live with full of frustration, disappointed, losing hope and so on and so forth. Just enjoying my life. Doing what I like to do and regret nothing.
Okay. I think that all for a moment.