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:: Just Let It Be ::

Hello there.

These few day is quite a hectic to me. Busy with work stuff, and some personal issue. *Sigh*

Since now is the end of the month, all of us busy with account closing. I started to feel pain on my shoulder. Headache. Its good if there someone can massage me. Eh.. I do have actually.. Hehehe..

Last few days, I quarrel with him. I know. Its my fault actually. I am not supposed to busybody about his thing. I admit that I over the limit. I'm doing it because I think I am too over protective.Thankfully, it only last for few hours. Then everything back to normal again. What is done, is done. Just forget and forgive. I don't like to make this argument continue for a very long time. Because I don't want to deal with it in forever and ever. Enough is enough. 

After this thing happened, it make me realize. I forget my deal with him before. Huhhh.. I should remember and always remember my deal. No emotions. No what so ever. Both of us are only having a part time relationship. I do not give a shit about his other relationship. Just let he do what he want to do with his girlfriends. I am not his girlfriend since I'm not admit myself as his girlfriend. We just a friend. But friend with benefit.

You may think that I am a not really good person. But hey, I also have a needs. I don't want to live with full of frustration, disappointed, losing hope and so on and so forth. Just enjoying my life. Doing what I like to do and regret nothing.

Okay. I think that all for a moment.

Regards.
Gracie.

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Judgmental, hyper critics, and blaming others is the worst mistake every one of us has been made.  Never tolerate, Never fill others people shoes. It worst! And it's lead to misunderstanding. Just because we never know them, we simply critize them. Just because we are taking things for granted, we become selfish. It is not hard for us to know and understand. Who are we to judge other peope life? Human desire will be never satisfied. Its keep on hurting people and to us too. Be kind. Be cool. And live the life to the best till our last breath.