Unhidden Pandora

Hello there. What a cold morning here. I am shivering! *sniff sniff* Last night, I was paused for a while on listening this on Lite FM. This song, the melody and lyrics so beautiful and of course I'm in love with this song. Why I love this song so suddenly? The reason is that yesterday I celebrated the 4th monthversary with him, my part time partner. I know it maybe too early for me to celebrated it. But why not? Its a way how I can attracted his feeling even though I know both of us will not be together in future. Despite, I would love to say my thankful to him as he has been by my side all this while. Thank you my baby sayang. He maybe worried if he let me down, but as I had promised to him and to myself, I trully understand our situation. As long as I am happy be with him and we create a lot of memories as we can, so that I can keep it for the rest of my life. Just a memories to be remember. Frankly speaking, I do miss him when he is not around. I do care a lot abou

Hello there. These few day is quite a hectic to me. Busy with work stuff, and some personal issue. *Sigh* Since now is the end of the month, all of us busy with account closing. I started to feel pain on my shoulder. Headache. Its good if there someone can massage me. Eh.. I do have actually.. Hehehe.. Last few days, I quarrel with him. I know. Its my fault actually. I am not supposed to busybody about his thing. I admit that I over the limit. I'm doing it because I think I am too over protective.Thankfully, it only last for few hours. Then everything back to normal again. What is done, is done. Just forget and forgive. I don't like to make this argument continue for a very long time. Because I don't want to deal with it in forever and ever. Enough is enough.  After this thing happened, it make me realize. I forget my deal with him before. Huhhh.. I should remember and always remember my deal. No emotions. No what so ever. Both of us are only having a part time rela

Hello there. Some people believe that a dream carry a message or mean something. And I'm one of them. I believe on some dream that it gives me a message. Only the hardest part is that I need to interpret that message or just wait what is happening after I get that dream. Then, I will understand the message. So in my case, last night I dream of my late aunt. She just passed away last 2 months. In my dream, as what I can remember is that we, all my family once again doing a funeral for her. But the weird thing is, all of us knew that we already make a funeral to her. So, its mean that we make a second funeral for her. In my dream too, we having that funeral at my grandparents old long house. In reality, my grandparent didn't stay anymore at that longhouse after burning incident on 2004. Hurm... So, this morning I called my mum and tell her about my dream. Then she said that, my cousin which is son to my late aunt, he also dreamed of his mother. He say his mother crying and

Hello there.  Its cold here... *raining season* Since last night, rain is non-stop pouring at my place. So cold and it tempting me to keep sleep on my bed. However, I can't!! I need to get to work. Urgh...  Seem its not so busy at my workplace today, as usual I spent my time by reading some few article. Only a random reading. And there is one article I think kind of related with me. The title is " So Heartless: Why A Girl Turn So Cold After Experiencing Heartbreak ". It was written by Rachel Tenn. I love some of her point. Actually all of it. After I experiencing few of broke up and lost my hope on someone, slowly it has made me become who I am today. Heartless especially towards a guy. And yes, I admit that I am now involved with " friend-with-benefit " relationship. I know what I'm doing right now is not right. But hey.. I just want to live my life. For some reason, I should not doing this kind of relationship. Even my girl friends said so. Th

Hello there! Today, 20 Jan, I am officially 26th years old. Thanks a lot to all my family and friends as they had wished me through SMS, Whatapps, WeChat and FB. I'm highly appreciated. As for 26 years I had lived in this beautiful world, there is no other I can say than THANK YOU. Thank you to the LORD as He had help me and guide me and always be guidance for no matter what. Thank you Lord. Wow! This year, there is no such hang over party, or romantic dinner or whatever celebration as now I'm living with my own life. But its okay. I am just enjoying my new age with myself. Maybe later having 1 or 2 can of beers. Watching TV alone. Enjoying the movie. And sleep. For some it may sound boring and lame. Nothing is wrong with that. But for me, let me relax and enjoy my new age by myself and re-think back what my life goal. So, hurm...let me sit back and relax.. and enjoying my first day as 26th years old person. Muehehehe! Regards, Gracie.

Hello..  How are you? I hope everyone is doing fine and feel great. Woman talks is my title. Why? Hehehe.. I can say it kinda reflection after I'm having a very relax talk with one of my friend. And plus, I consider both of us a woman now since our age is considerable enough to become a woman. :D  So, yesterday one of our topic was Long Distance Career. Which is I define it as (my personal definition ok..?) We working to another place that is not our birth place and far from family. For the place, YES! I do want to work far away from my family since I would love to feel a new experience, new environment, meeting new people. But then, after I think a lot and see a lot of things happen in my family, its kinda hard for me to far away from my family. Plus, I am the eldest daughter in my family. So, the responsibility is there. RIGHT THERE! I can't leave them as I want. Once my family having trouble, they will looking for me. And at the same time, if I'm knowing that th

Hello there. While I randomly scrolling my FB wall post, I saw this one article posted by one my FB's friendlist. It attracted my attention. The title was #SingleGirlProblems: The 17 Reasons I'm An Undateable Girl. . Its a good reading actually..(yeah, for single lady or women or girl) which it somehow telling the truth. So, here is what I've thought and opinion about the article. Among all the 17 reason that had been stated, I love reason no 9 a lot. It is much better to hang out with a guy friend because I can do whatever I want and sometime pretending that I am their girlfriend even though it is not. *evil grin*. Futhermore, hanging out with them help me to understand more about guy feelings and somehow I am the one who suggest them how to flirt with a girl. It kinda win-win situation. Reason no 7 is the best too. I have bestfriends and other girl friends which I always hanging out with. We talk about a lot of stuff. I love being with them, THATS IT. What other re

Hello. I hope that everyone (my follower) in a good health. Be happy and enjoying the day. So do I. I'm in middle of enjoying my happiness and excitement of the day. Few more days left and I will turn to 26 years old. Pheeww.. what a life. 26 years I had breath at this beautiful earth. Surrounds by lovely and evilly people. Learn a lot from others. Still in middle on getting experience and knowledge which I believe it is useful in life. Kept the goods one, and take as a lesson for the bad one. Sometimes I do repeat the same mistake purposely because I love to break the rules. The joy of breaking the rules is awesome even though the result might be worst. Hahaha.. Well, I take responsibility on it. No problem. *evil grin* I should say Thanks to The Lord for all this life that I had been through. There is ups and down. Even sometimes I always questioning why and what the purpose He tested me. Only He know the answers. And me, still doing the test and slowly build up my strength

Hello..  I think it is not to late for me to say Happy New Year to all of you. So today is the 9th day of the year. Everyone make or create new resolution ait? Hehe..  And also, I still have few more days to ended my 25th years of life and soon it change to 26. WOW! Thanks to Lord I still breathing and living in this beautiful and miserable world. Thank you Lord. I am so grateful.  For this 25 years I had lived, as a person it was a lot I had been through and always been through. Life is full with up and down. Life is full of mystery. Life is full of sorrow, happiness etc. I still remember, when I was a little kid, very cute chubby girl, I am so active in school. I join many sports clubs. Every single evening, I never missed to joined a bunch of my friends to played in playground. At certain times, we play "perang-perang" (kind of like we are in a war battle). I have no problem at all to cover myself in mud, or climb a tree or walking with barefoot (until one tim