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sacrifice!

firstly...really sorry to someone....i noe this time must be the most difficult time to that fella..well... truthly from bottom of my heart.. all the decision is up to u either want to make it or not eventhough it will my break my heart again!

honestly... its really hard for me to accept it...but i know..its take two hands to clap... i had make my move... and i had face it with full of sorrow and hopeless.

now....we having a big dilemma..(perhaps....but for me yes i'm having a dilemma)

dude.... whatever it is...still love u guys... for this time being...its really hurt me... its not easy to confront with u guys... i'm not good at pretending...

well, dude.... what u had said before i still remember it until now. yeah...it all about feeling... no one can force it... maybe i'm not the one...not maybe..yes, i'm not the one for you. but pliz..pliz... don't screw it up with what had been build for a long time.... i been watch u for a long time and bingo! all my guess are true...

babe... maybe yes or maybe not u read this...if yes... please dont think to much what i've been write... all this truly madly deeply from my heart that is not easy for me to say it... so, i write it on this blog... babe... i know u in big dilemma... so do i babe... i dilemma about our relationship... all this stuff make me sick babe..... for a long time.... i've been thinking about it everytime... and now? it really happen...

..... well...sometimes all this need a sacrifice right? so now...i sacrifice... life must go on... and its all up to u guys....
me? i still the same... maintain cool....

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